Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a  bit,
I don't understand why you  have to always be gone,
I get along  but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel  so alone,
But I feel like an idiot,  workin' my day around the call,
But  when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So,  I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That  I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
I miss you so,
Seems  like it's been forever,
 
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my  time,
With anything to keep the  thought of you from my mind,
I'm  doin' fine, and I'm plannin' to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say 
I want you to know it's a little fucked  up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no  longer debatin',
Tired of sittin'  and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For  why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It  seems one thing has been true all along,
You  don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone.
Where'd you go?
Labels: addiction.