Simplicity.

Leave

Finally I realize that I am nothing without you

I was so wrong, forgive me

My broken heart like a wave

My shaken heart like a wind

My heart vanished like smoke

It can't be removed like a tattoo

I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in

Only dusts are piled up in my mind

I thought I wouldn't be able to live even one day without you

But somehow I managed to live on longer than I thought

You don't answer anything as I cry out "I miss you"

I hope for a vain expectation but now it's useless

Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?

I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can't get close nor try to talk to you

I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times

Don't look back and leave

Don't find me again and live on

Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories

I can bear it in some way

I can stand in some way

You should be happy if you are like this

I become dull day by day

You're my all, say goodbye...

If we pass by each other on the street

Act like you didn't see me and go the way you were walking to

If you keep thinking about our past memories

I might go look for you secretly

I hope your heart fees relieved

Please forget about me and live on

Those tears will dry completely

As time passes by

It would've hurt less if we didn't meet at all

Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby

I pray for you.

And now i know...how fake can I be.

Labels: addiction.

? 02:22

i lie again today, holding another girl

i pretend not to know, even though i know you're crying after hanging up the phone

since some time, i've become used to treating you badly

because you were always behind me, you always trusted me.. i became foolish

you've become tired and tired.. you've become sick of it

i regret it so much.. even if you hate me like crazy

you already left and you're gone

i'm trapped inside the same lies and the loneliness everyday

your heart is already closed to the excuses you heard everyday

but now, i see you...

I guess i'm still long for you

I hate myself for being a Fool.

Labels: addiction.

? 15:13

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α ѕмιℓє αℓωαуѕ gяα¢є∂ уσυя ℓιρѕ
ησω ωнєη ι нєαя тнαт ѕσηg ι αм ѕα∂∂єηє∂
α ¢σяηєя σƒ му нєαят α¢нєѕ ση¢є αgαιη

I guess I still love you.

Labels: addiction.

? 01:25

There is one thing I want to tell you

Though you probably won’t hear it

It is just too difficult to keep in my heart

I can no longer take it anymore

Because of one person, because of that person

I hurt by myself

No matter how much I forget, no matter how much I erase

You are the one that I can’t

To tell you, to tell you these words

The tears that my heart sent

Are running down both my eyes once again

There is a place I want to show you

My torn apart heart

There isn’t even one day when I’m excused from missing you

Is it not there, not anywhere in your heart?

Is there really no place where I can come in?

Then perhaps for my whole life

I’m always a step behind you

I hate myself for falling U. Yet i can't be only with you.

Labels: forbidden

? 01:41

one bright and sunny day

You appeared to me by chance

We were innocent, it was love at first sight

Looking into each other's eyes we knew each other's hearts

Our love could stand up to the strongest winds

We held hands from the day we met til the day we broke up

I remember our nervous first kiss

And the letters we exchanged each day

It must be a disease, this cry for love

Each time I try to escape, it becomes even harder

Why did it have to be you.. you're like an addiction

Please set me free from your shadow

Oh ma baby, You're the only one within my heart. I will always love you

Labels: song

? 02:15

I'm sure that, there are some people will always be there for me.
Friends are important, yet I don't need too much.
I already have those who always have my back.

I don't need to do wotever u did.
Althought I'm not good enough, I will be very fine.
Idiot will be eliminated from my life, you better stop being and acting like an idiot, ~~idiot~~. =)

Labels: live.

? 16:56

Heartbreaker.

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Needs rest.

100th post! <3

Labels: live.

? 06:55

When the music changes, so does the dance.

Sorry for having flaw that being incapable.

It always happened. Expected.

Most probably is just because that you are not the one.

Labels: love.quote.contemplation.

? 02:26