Simplicity.

22 January 2011

It is like I am a puppet to you

I’ll remove the spell that you have put on me again

I beg you, beg you because she tears us apart

tears us apart

every night I feel with you
Do you love her?

everyday I dream of you

do you love me?
i want to hold you in my arms

i will do anything and even more
you are my fantasy

I’ll put everything in stake to have you

I need to stop thinking about you

because I can’t take it no more

in the name of God, why do you worry?

you’re stuck in my heart!

it’s us in the torn picture,

drop her

i’m the boo in the island

i do it for the sake for my plan to get you back

almost everyday you want to break up

my last step towards you

she holds your arm and she kisses your lips

and i hate it that you are in her imagination

I used to be nice, soft and tender,
but if I keep going crazy like this
You’ll change me into something bad
I pretend to be cool
I’m amazed by all of this
Pretending to leave and go meet someone

You,can never,never can guess what the hell is running inside.

Labels: addiction

? 11:32

09 January 2011

You wear the shoes I gave you and walk along the streets with her

As if it were nothing, you kiss her

You spray the cologne I gave you and embrace her

You'll probably repeat those promises you made to me with her

It seems that we're already too late

Has our love already ended

Please at least say anything to me

We truly loved each other, can't turn back?

I'm the only one hurting tonight

Have you changed?

Am I no longer in your heart now?

When I, I think about you

It hurts, hurts so much

You look at my tears as if it were nothing

You continue to talk calmly again

You told me cruely that you couldn't deny

That you had absolutely no attachments or regrets

Are we already too late? Is our love over?

Even if it's a lie, please tell me it isn't so

I can do better now, though we can't meet again

I'm the only one in pain tonight

You're no longer your old self

Because the you I loved

And the you now are so different

Are you that shocked?

I just stood and cried

Watching you become further away

No way, I can't recognize

You're not mine anymore

Did you have to change?

Can't you come back?

Did you really have to change?

Can't you come back?

Did you have to change?

Can't you come back?

Why did you have to change?

Can't you keep loving me?

Fucking dramatic.

Labels: addiction

? 13:53

06 January 2011

It is like never stop.

The older it gets, the deeper it goes.

Sin, never be forgotten.

Truth, never sets me free.

Words like sword.

Memories is killing.

Looks good from the outside, completely rotten from the inside.

I don't understand, no longer want to understand.

Breathless.

What I did? What can I do?

Like a toy, by those words and expression.

Never, never thought that it never get better.

Not everyone that blissful, I don't even hope that you feel what I feel.

I'm out of it, i hope.

And there is this quote saying, 'nothing much can do to remedy a family's failure'.

Labels: don't want to label it

? 16:25

05 January 2011

The wind is shaking the windows,and over my small room,

the stars fill up the sky, shining brightly too many to count,

the stars reassure tired me

they wipe away the many tears that are deep inside me

don’t be hurt too much..they hug me tight and pamper me

and comfort me,

telling me to go to sleep

though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk

though my tears blur my vision

I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get

Even though our happy times were short, I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart

like those countless number of stars, forever

My dream is coming. though it is unusual that my one star is bright

it is very bright, even blinding..it comes down to my shoulder

stop being so sad..it holds my hand as it touches me

and gives me a warm hug

Only for today, I won’t cry though my eyes fill with tears

I want to laugh like those stars

I want to cherish all my happy moments deep inside my heart

Like those countless number of stars, forever

Imma such a faker.

Labels: addiction.

? 17:33

04 January 2011

Everyone is going to hurt, but you just have to select who is worth for the pain.
So, so what?

I always accept the consequences.
I'm broken at times, but this is what makes us stronger.

U never know me, You are just not the one who can get me.

Course is set, with no turning back.

I'm still the one.

Labels: addiction.

? 19:35