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killer.
TheOne.

Your photo here.

Nothing is available here.
What will be, will be.

strike out.

I might know my heart someday.
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Me.

the one.

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20 September 2010

I stare at my reflection in the mirror.
Why am I doing this to myself.

Losing my mind on a tiny error.

I nearly left the real me on the shelf.

To lose it all in the blur of the start

Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing.

It's okay not to be okay.

Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.

Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising.

Just be true to who you are.






Who you are?


There is no reason not to follow your heart.-Steve Job.

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? 05:10


18 September 2010

叶子，

远方，

背影，

那颗心仿佛毫无保留的向下垂，

不见了，

找不到，

尝试，

再试，

不在了，

不再爱了。





你还记不记的我的爱？

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? 09:50


16 September 2010

Love is pain



say goodbye



I was just walking blankly


You just left me like this


How can you end this?


I can only cry, I'm going crazy


I'm crazy
I hate you, really


I'm not going to see you ever again


Aren't you even sorry?


I forgave you even when


you cheated on me with another girl


I'm just sitting here, and I remember you


I hate you so much


Please help me, anyone


I love you too much to escape from it


I'm falling in you
I try everything I can to shake you off of me




The sky falls on me when I think


that I can't see you from now on


I'm falling in you


 i can't leave


I sit at our usual spot in the coffee shop we always used to go to


I wait for you, just in case you come right now


I wait, and you don't come


I just cry




Separation should be liveable


But it makes me suffer until I faint


For the first time, a hole went through my heart


You can ever love alone



I hate you but I can't forget


What should I do?





Don't be silly. Like I fucking sit there and thinking about you all the time?
(:






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? 11:19


07 September 2010

Just portray me as a bad person.

Please, tell the whole world, it was my bad.

Satisfied?

And please, tell the whole world, how happy you are.

It is the greatest repay.

Never, never say, there wasn't exist any distastes.

Honesty, gives true hurt.

You maybe never realised, acceptance is the greatest key to proceed, for everything, love.

And I held this key once.

You maybe never really looked into my eyes, there were a lot in them.

Love, sadness, disappointment..

You maybe never accepted the fact, that, the heart problem.

Understanding, says it all.

I tried.

I followed.

Think, and think again, what changed us.

I thought it would last forever.

Just potray me as a bad person.

I already sick of saying thank you and sorry.

No matter how I act, people will still judge me eventually.

Just potray me as a bad person.

Please tell, tell all the friends, the life is better now.





The one who truly understand the way we are.
The one who willing to accept everything.
Our past, our flaws.

Will finally appear.

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? 03:48


05 September 2010

Look inside, look inside your tiny mind



Then look a bit harder


'Cause we're so uninspired, so sick and tired


Of all the hatred you harbor


So please don't stay in touch




'Cause your words don't translate



And it's getting quite late


Do you really enjoy?



Living a life that's so hateful?


'Cause there's a hole where your soul should be


You're losing control a bit


And it's really distasteful


People like you that need to get slew



No one wants your opinion




Fuck you, fuck you, very very much.





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? 17:00



After I saw you laying next to her

I didn't wanna but I took my turn

I'm glad I did it ? Cause you had to learn

I must admit it helped a little bit

To think of how you'd feel when you saw it

I didn't know that I had that much strength

But I'm glad you see what happens when

You see you can't just play with people's feelings

Tell them you love them and don't mean it

You'll probably say that it was juvenile

But I think that I deserve to smile

HA~ HA~ HA~

You know I did it ? Cause I left my mark

Wrote my initials with a crowbar

And then I drove up into the dark

You should feel lucky that was all I did

After 5 whole years of this bullshit

Gave you all of me and you played with it

You can never mend it even if you tried.


Fuck you, asshole.

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? 01:21


03 September 2010



Happy Birthday!!!
Great night with ya.
May god bless ya.
Love ya loads.

Quote for u: " Sometimes life's going to hit you in a head with a brick. Don't love faith." - Steve Jobs

Once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
Enjoy to the fullest!
HUGSSS & KISSES.

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