Gosh. I don't feel like wanted! So so frankly, im not happy! However, sakkie always try to smile and be happy (: Because she knew that people like the happy and cheeky her.. Just afraid or started to afraid? Afraid that she can't continue to be like that anymore..or try to let go? omg..i don't want to! >.< Hold me back please...(wtf,i sound so cheap huh?) lol.